Jealousy

I feel jealous when
I do not feel jealous when
I find a reason.
I do not find a reason.
I was right.
I was wrong.

So I need your help to see
So I do not need your help to see 
the best in
the worst in
men. 
boys.

I will try
I will not try.
but I doubt
but I believe
you will be any different.
you will be the same.