Take 1.

I don't want to be sad anymore.

Why am I sad?

What is going on?

Maybe it's being single at a time in my life where that's not in the majority anymore.

The dating pool is shrinking rapidly and I'm going to die a shrew.

Dear God please no.

Am I really this person?

Is that really it? 

Am I lonely?

I like being alone.

There's a difference 
between 

alone and lonely.

Alone is physical.

Lonely is emotional.

So maybe that is it.

Lonely.

I'm sad because I'm lonely.

There I said it.