New Game

My new game is 

how little can I care. 

For a while, I was terrible.

I cared more than I want to admit. 

You know that right?

How could you not?
Even after 

settling on

agreeing to

trying so hard to be

forcing myself to believe it was

just friends,

I cared too much. 

I hope she's great. 

Whoever she is. 

I'm just bitter that 

she's not me.