Things I'm learning to accept in order to survive:
1. Do not settle. This goes for all facets of life- boyfriends, apartments, jobs, etc.
2. If you're not happy, change something. I hate my restaurant job and I'm sick of complaining about it. So, I'm interviewing at five different places in the next 48 hours. Problem solved. Hopefully.
3. Take a break. *cue Philippa Soo* Buy the ticket. Get on the plane. And if something is holding you back, let that shit go.
4. Be selfish. I think everything I just listed can be summed up in that single point. Everyone else is putting themselves first so why shouldn't I? Not to say that I suddenly become the most egocentric person in all the world but my own happiness needs to take precedence over just about everything else.
Springtime is a season of change and maybe that's what has me all excited about New York again. I've also seen lots of sunshine in the past week so I may be just a little drunk off all the vitamin D but I'm feeling inspired and excited about what lies ahead.